Sunny

半夜12點42分

你該睡了

一整個晚上，你什麼事情也沒有做。就是發呆、不停的發呆。

應該說你已經這樣好久了....

you said:I can't find myself.I can't find my soul.

全身的肌肉僵硬，整天無所事事的你，卻覺得承受的極大的壓力。到底壓力從何而來??

食不知味，只想不停的塞東西...

you said:

I am so tired.

Can I close my eyes?Can I leave the world?

I know I can't....but everything let me feel so sadness.

I can't find anything that can let me feel happy.

I hate the world,I hate myself.

But I still have to live ,that is my sorrowful.

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The all of above just is a maggot in my head.

這就是半夜不睡覺的胡思亂想，應該早點睡的。